“I know its all my fault coz I’m not seems to care when you are around. I realize it now, its the foolish thing I do. I do realize it now, how this frendship should be taking care..”
Hi! Saya cuma nak beritahu, saya rindu sahabat saya yang seorang ini. Sekarang berada di India. Bila dah tiada depan mata barulah menyesal sebab x hargai bila dia ada di depan mata. Bila ada depan mata, dia ajak pergi sana sneh, slalu la beri reason x mo kluar. But, lately.. bila tgk TGV..
Tingat Lan. Tiap kali muvee baru keluar, mesti Lan akan ajak tengok wayang. But nowadays, tade orang nk ajak me.. Baru la prasan, I’ve just not appreciate.. teman yang ada di sisi me d sneh. Bobo, already bz wif his talents. Sham bz wif his work. And me? Alone in here. Kak Tim pon dh transfer Ramunia.
Ya.. Here, me, kurang kawan perempuan. ramai dh kawen.. And I’m just like big L @ myhead. Do window shopping alone. Go watching muvee alone. Lepaking anywhere, any place alone.. And when that situation happen, I’m start thinking of Lan. Lan LUVS windows shopping. Lan LUVS exploring new place. Lan LUVS watching Muvees… All of sudden, Lan IM me @ FB. Tya khabar .. Me, was like… arghh hepinya.. Lan twus cakap, “Rindu aku x?” Me, twus cakap, “Hey! aku rindu ko laa! Mnyesal sbb slalu … blablablabla..” mnaip IM dengan Lan gelak-gelak n air mata. Air mata hepi.. and he saids, nk Sari x? and me gelak2…dia nk beli souvenier tuk me. Hahaha.. again hepi. I thought he forget me already.. tapi cam biasa, demand nk baju punjabi dari India.. Lan nk layan ke request tu? hahaha..
Last nyte, he told me.. He will coming back for good end of this month. Lan asks me to put his name tuk SDE nights which been held on May. So, now I have fwend to go with. If Lan x balik, I will not go for that nights. Coz I know, Bobo will bring another gurl and Sham now, dh pegi India to be back to back with Lan. X kan me nk p alone? pergh .. Big L lageh.. Sumtimes, its okeh to still be single . But sumtimes, you will feel so hard for a certain time. And I’m Happy!! Lan will be here again. If last year or last 2 year, Its okeh if Lan not around (he @Qatar) , coz that time , I’m busy @miri, Sarawak.