First Girl Or Just In Case Girl?

I love him but I can’t show it, I want him but he can’t know it, I need him but I know it’ll never be, if only he needed me.
Me? Just In Case Girl. . Right now, he already meet his new girlfriend indeed.. And me just lock-up with a lot of question thru my mind which i cant answer it by my own.

Me? Right now, not becoming his First Girl. Not even Just In Case Girl.. And I do agree that I’m not lucky when facing with LOVE.

Eventually I thought, I’ve just start runaway, with my old story..  Hahaha.. stuck up again. Just In Case Girl again. Opss probably not.. Just call me,  The Unlucky Girl… O Man.. I’m tired of facing this thing up. It mess up my life..  Right now, I am not stronger as before. Fall twice, it makes me look dumb..  And everyday, I am hearing your lovely dovey conversation with her  and it kills me inside and as usual I am good in pretending like I dont care.

Ashura, please be strong. Facing ur day with bright smile..Stop being a prisoner of your past…Forgive & learn.
Today, start creating your future. Dont let ur self easily play around with your emotional.. Have a nice day then!~ =)

P/S: Thx to whom may concern, always calling me whenever i am down. u lighting up my day. ..